take the time | be present

this weekend was good. :)

friday -my friend had a kickback, so i stopped by for a bit.  the guy i’m dating was watching scary movies with his friends, so i went over after.  i don’t like scary movies =/

saturday - yoga, laundry, relaxed/read, then went out with the guy i’m dating + his friends.  we went downtown, and it was CRAZY.  but so much fun.  we were the only people not dressed up =X 

sunday - met up with a friend for coffee.  he’s going to help me look at cars :)  then pilates & relaxing.  i’m going to do some work tonight, and then back on the grind tomorrow. 

goal: 4 total workouts this week, 150 mins of cardio, lifting 2x, pilates 1x, yoga 1x.

pilates today.

food has been bad bad bad.

weigh-in: 125.4

lol

yoga today.

things that suck:

- a student stole my ipod

- my car is totaled.  

- rained yesterday so i only got in 4 workouts this week

- food has been not so hot

- stressed, overwhelmed, etc etc re: work.  it’s ridiculous. 

hiit + lifting

biked today :)

HIIT + pilates.  

weigh-in: 125.4.

i was like THIS MEANS I GET TO HAVE CHINESE FOOD.

and then the local place was closed, so i went home & had veggies + seared tuna. l-o-l.  

i also don’t have any more dessert & am too lazy to venture out to the store.  maybe i’ll make white rice.  

i think the possibility of something is sometimes exciting enough, and inspiring enough, to keep moving forward.  

it’s a reminder to myself that i am not there yet, but i may be soon.  

baconisbetterthanbacon:

squeetothegee:

we don’t ask doctors to “do it for the love of being a doctor”

we don’t ask lawyers to accept that winning a case as it’s own reward.

it’s fucking infuriating to ask teachers to accept a paycheck of the heart rather than an actual paycheck. and it’s insulting to think that just because a teacher wants a living wage, they are some kind of greedy asshole.

Mother fucking this ^^^