this weekend was good. :)
friday -my friend had a kickback, so i stopped by for a bit. the guy i’m dating was watching scary movies with his friends, so i went over after. i don’t like scary movies =/
saturday - yoga, laundry, relaxed/read, then went out with the guy i’m dating + his friends. we went downtown, and it was CRAZY. but so much fun. we were the only people not dressed up =X
sunday - met up with a friend for coffee. he’s going to help me look at cars :) then pilates & relaxing. i’m going to do some work tonight, and then back on the grind tomorrow.
goal: 4 total workouts this week, 150 mins of cardio, lifting 2x, pilates 1x, yoga 1x.
food has been bad bad bad.
things that suck:
- a student stole my ipod
- my car is totaled.
- rained yesterday so i only got in 4 workouts this week
- food has been not so hot
- stressed, overwhelmed, etc etc re: work. it’s ridiculous.
hiit + lifting
biked today :)
HIIT + pilates.
i was like THIS MEANS I GET TO HAVE CHINESE FOOD.
and then the local place was closed, so i went home & had veggies + seared tuna. l-o-l.
i also don’t have any more dessert & am too lazy to venture out to the store. maybe i’ll make white rice.
i think the possibility of something is sometimes exciting enough, and inspiring enough, to keep moving forward.
it’s a reminder to myself that i am not there yet, but i may be soon.
we don’t ask doctors to “do it for the love of being a doctor”
we don’t ask lawyers to accept that winning a case as it’s own reward.
it’s fucking infuriating to ask teachers to accept a paycheck of the heart rather than an actual paycheck. and it’s insulting to think that just because a teacher wants a living wage, they are some kind of greedy asshole.
Mother fucking this ^^^